Sunday, May 10, 2009

HARAP DIE X BERUBAH

my last pic n him that i have in my phone, study week.

ari ni aku bgn tido jew bace msj my hubby,,


"ya Allah nape dgn by ni,. kalu mcm ni baik hny mati je."

"tgk tb 3 skg."


bgn tido je da kul 12.48 huhuhu


"br bgn, tgk ape" 12.48

no respon

"pg td soh tgk tb ad ape?" 1.53

no respon

"mm" 3.10

no respon

"nk p swim x" 4.48

no respon

i kol him 2 times, no answer

"sori mengganggu, salam" 4.54

i got the answer but dissapointed wit the ans


"bru kuar bilik air." 4.58


very dissapointed


came back from swim i got this msg


"kasut hn dlm saga 2 letak kt luar le. pg sok hn nk p pej jap. plz." 10.16


"k, jap ag by kuarkan"


"syg kt mn?"


"umah"


"hn amek jap lg ble?"


"ske ati"


"nk pinjam bdbnd skali ble"


"ngah pakai"


10 minit later, adik aku ckp a,ayie dtg, ok aku pon bwk kunci kete nk p amek kasu tgk die dok dpn tv ngan abah aku trus la nk kuar amek die ckp da amek, n ask for vid cams charger, amek n trus bg die, n trus p ilik air ingat nk ajak die mkn skali coz ak lapa gile blik swimming, cuci muke n masuk bilik lap muke n kuar nk ajak die makan die a gerak n aku kuar la kot2 ade kt depan lg, lg skali kecewa coz da gerak n adik aku ckp mke die masam n tanye korg gaduh ke, senyap je la malas nk cite, trus msj die


"nape nk grk xbgtau, br nk ajak mkn" 10.52


"blik dulu ye. time kasih" 10.52


"tlg amek spek kt syafik" 10.52


"da msj td. by senyap je. hn blik la trus. hn pn xda slara. prut lapar. xtau nape. dr smlm lg" 11.01


"da grk br msj smpi, by da siap cuci mke lap mke tgk da hny xde, xpela hny pn x slere, nite," 11.03 (ayat merajok la konon)


"sory. xtau. by xckp pon nk mkn. hn nmpk by kuar b.air td, pas2 trus masuk blik. ingtkan by xnk tgk mke hny. hn dok sorg2 je kat depan tv 2 yg gerak," 11.08


"nape pulak xnk tgk mke hn, tdo la,"(ingtkn kene pujuk) 11.10


"k lah. gd nite" (meraung di jiwa je la bak kate tomok) 11.12


dat is our conversation for today, is it because of me or his change???

if u people have a brain all of us can think n if im wrong dont be like me,,

im not a good girl to follow n sjweimhbdhmncioeuhg3ou so pliz do this to ur boy friend or blablabla....

so wat should i do, ati aku masih terkesan dgn kata2nya tempoh hari n setiap kali aku memikirkannya aku menangis sendiri, JAHAT SGT KE AKU NI??

mesti la jahat kan,, mmmm





mimpiku,,, xingin ia jadi kenyataan

mlm 9 may 2009, aku ade anta msj kat sygku sblm aku tidur n cry before sleep,, i really miss him but in da same time aku kecik ati sgt ngan die tp aku da maaf kan die, walau ape pon syg aku tetap same,,, aku tido dlm kul 5pg,,, n i got a bad dream n make me cry again when i woke up this early morning mmm

in my dream,,

aku tengah jalan ngan sg ku n in this story we're already married (alhamdulilah) but the thing is sedang kami enak berjalan ade sorg betina dtg kat kitorang n ckp manje2 ngn die aku da panas tp sabar ag,,,, n nk wat aku meletup,, my hubby layan die n die x penah layan aku mcm tu (di alam nyata pon xpenah layan aku mcm tu depan org ramai) ni kan dalam mimpi,, back to the story, tetibe je scene die aku a ade kat umah ngan my hbby n family aku pon ade,, betina tu pon dtg umah aku n trus dok sebelah my hubby n trus manje2 ngan laki aku, da la x salam ma bapak aku n trus dok sebelah laki aku n mengadu psal hp die,, tahap kesabaran aku da memuncak mcm lava gunung berapi da, aku trus tarik my hubby naik bilk to talk personally with him, n tgh aku bercakap, betina tu ble naik bilik kitorang n pgl laki aku,, arghhhh apalagi, lava pon terkeluar ar, aku trus maki betina mcm org gile n die ble gelak n aku trus halau die dr umah n laki aku mcm mara n cm nk bela pompuan tu,, tp xckp pape coz aku da mcm org giler n bile aku tanye die xnk ckp n aku trus mara laki aku n aku jd upset sgt coz die bela betina tuh,,, mmmm


end of the story:

aku sedar je tgn aku menggigil, coz stil mara agaknye, tp aku btol2 upset, will he be like that>>>
aku takut sebab aku berkawan ngan die pon mcm tu jugak,,, xnk cite panjang die lebih tau

btw aku pulished mimpi ni coz org ue2 kate kalu xnk mimpi jadi kenyataan cite la kt org... well if aku cite kt korg harap harap xjadi la kan,,, walau apepun aku tetap syg die...
n harap die pon samee
last but nt least i love u MOHD RASUL MOHD YUSOF.. SALAM

SEPANJANG MUSIM EXAM KUH Y KE 3







sepanjang aku nk exam ni.. muke aku n rgam org sekeliling ku mmg macam2,,, aku rase mcm mmm mule nk exam aku rase best n tgi keyakinan diri but when it comes to my last paper there u go,, mcm2 masalah menimpa plus with my love,, n i feel very depressed n akhirnye paper biz comm aku hancur i blank in the exam hall... oh my god what is going on???? ni lah beberapa pic yg aku dpt upload coz intern lembab giler menambah tekanan jer.. huhuhuhu bengang giler arghhhh... tp aku cume nk bgtau yang
AKU DA MERDEKA
Aku rase puas coz da abes paper n aku da happy coz xde bebanan exam lg
tp aku tetap kene sedia coz aku akan mule intersesi sabtu ni,,, xsabar sgt,,,,

Thursday, May 7, 2009

hehehe aku ske blog aku skg



ni lah rupe aku mase update ni hahahaha..
muke rindu plus tension plus xsabar nk blik kl n jumpe member2 kuh
aku x saba nk wat paper biz comm nih n nk jerit kuat2 hahahaha
blik exam aku update byk2 lah k byeee salam

AKU RINDU DIA


sedey giler bile die x semesra selalu,,,

n aku rindu gile coz da 5 ari xdgr suare die only msg n this is the last picture messege i got from him n mke die x senyum langsung uwaaaaaa sedey giler dowhhhh

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

BERJAYA HAHAHAHA


aku ni org baru blaja pasal edit gamba ni n da latest edited picture aku ni aku rase menarik s

gt n aku bangge giler hahaha... so far aku pon da tukar layout n template blog untuk menarik cikit follower aku nk bace n aku sendiri sedap mate memndang hahaha...

aku ni nk tido sebenarnye huhuhu coz aku x tido dari semalam n i need rest... daaa

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

SANGAT SIBUK+VERY BUZY

SALAM..
sekArang buzy giler dengan aktiviti jpk
mgu lepas ade seminar amal palestin dengan slogan "kembalikan hak palestin"
xde la menarik sgt tapi ok la msk berita harian and kosmo..
tapi press da manipulated maklumat kitorang and so we that media always a spekulize channel...
hahaha
well this week pulak ade bowling on saturday and pegi politek jb on sunday
anoter next week is kembara jpk and dr ahmad suruh p wat cuti2 malaysia la pulak.. da xjadi nk turun shah alam kalau x ble soh mak dtg ble jmpe my huby skali haiya ini dr ahmad kacau program la huhuhu
another week lagi ade prorm penutup = mini carnival + markting day and ade la perjumoaan ibu bapa and so and so mcm2 la dorg ni
but my parent kate nk dtg tp aku ingat biala mak xdtg wat penat jer
program x menarik langsung. so tired.

Monday, January 19, 2009

kite samb blik

aku sign out td trus p jumpe kak zairiah insuran.
ingatkan byk la keje rupenye die bg borang n blah lalalala
n trus p jmpe en khai...
bincang about kejuaraan futsal piala koordinator n semuanya berubah and i must edit the whole proposal...hahaha padan mke aku.
and pas bincang2, ingat nk naik tido...
guling2 kat atas katil x moh lelap ple mate ni...
huhuhu padahal aku mengantuk giler..
aku bgn n trus wat keje pasal futsal n everything
kul 4 trus mandi n siap nk p kelas arab.
bising giler dlm kelas smpi aku ble migrain,,, bayangkan la tu...
mmm tgu smpi 5.20 petang aku trus blah..
n p lab n blik bilik and trus pengsan smpi kul 7.30 haha
skg ni aku on9 n update blog n pasni nk mkn megi n nk tido..... bye....

Sunday, January 18, 2009

19 january..

i feel blur la today...
ingat nk tido..
tp en khairul pulak kol...
iassshhh bosan btol...
mcm2 hal la pulak jpk ni
penat lerrrr
mmm aku bosan campur penat n bla bla bla...
blaja td pun xde idea,,,
kang kene wat layout futsal pulak adehhhhh. bosan la....
tp its my responsible....
k nk jumpa org insuran samb mlm ni buble bye....

HAPPY BELATED BIRTDAY AIZZAT

11st january 2009
MOHD AIZZAT SYAHMIE B MOHD ARIZAL....
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YANG KE 4...

wah da besar da anak buah aku ni....
mulut pon da byk ckp...
malas pulak nk layan kadang2...
tp mcm biasa aku miss ari jd die lg.. because im in JB...

on 11 tu tibe2 abg aku kol, n ckp nyanyi lagu untk aizzat... oh my godddd,,,,
aku mmg x ingat langsung and dat day aku kat umah qyra...
kalu aku ongat mesti aku blk kl.....
because aku xde wat ape pon...
argghhhhh
again aku rase stresssss giler
hahaha my own mistake

nanti mak ngah blikan apollo ye hahaha
xde duit la nk bli adiah mahal2...
mak lang da pau mk ngah soh bli ipod....
hahaha

LAME X UPDATE

MMM SORY BLOG.....
ITS BEEN A WHILE I DIDN'T OPEN AND UPDATE MY BLOG...
MAYBE IM TOO BUSY WITH MMY EVERY DAY LIFE AND TEND TO BE LAZY TO UPDATING MY BLOG,,,,, BLA BLA BLA BLA......

but my twin (ramdzan ismail) keep on forcing me,,,
he keep saying " updata la erin ,,, nanti kite ble link,, and bla bla bla"
arghhhhhh so here i am updating my blog....
hahaha

anyway last 6th january is my younger sisters birthday..........
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GIRL...
i dont have any idea what to give her as a present.... so i ask tend to ask her what she really want...
but she said "SUKE HATI KAU LA NK BG APE PON...."
poyo je kan..
I ASK HER AGAIN "APE KO NAK!" HAHAHA
AND SHE ANSWER " ADIK NK IPOD!!!!"
wah dahsyat btol taste budak ni...
but sape suruh gatal p tanye die kan>>>. bengong jugak aku ni kadang2....
so i've already bought her an ipod but cikai punye la...
laterla i upload picnye...
nanti azura tgk kantoi pulak... because she still do no....
hahah padan muke....